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just came back from camp... it was slightly different for me because firstly i'm in a new cg... secondly, i got sick halfway thru the camp.. had throat infection which caused me to have fever during the camp... it was quite sad cos i couldnt join my cg to play and go out for supper... had to stay in my room to sleep... oh well... there's always the next camp... anyway... thought that this camp was quite different from the breakthrough camp last dec... think in this camp people really heard the voice of God and most if not all responded to wanna do something... we also spent lots of extended time praying and seeking God which was unplanned for... to a point we had to cancel night games for 2 nights... thank you Holy Spirit for touching each person's heart... it's really an awesome sight to see people earnestly seeking God for their land... believe that as we continue to ask.. we will accomplish CG08 in no time...
well... God also dropped a seed in my heart to do something in my ministry.... i was asking God what my role is in CG08... and He somehow answered the qn... haha... i'll just have to continue to water this seed and it will grow.... think as the church grows bigger... the number and quality of lead worshippers or rather stage ministers has to grow as well... worship plays quite a major role in services, prayer meets, cgs, etc.. it's an area that we cannot afford to neglect... pray that God will continue to grow the worship ministry...

taking a break from my studyin time... haha... feel a sense of heat from within my body... haha dunno how to describe it properly... seems like some spice stuck half way and not going thru the digestive system... haha.. tot of blogging about something i saw recently as i was driving along PIE on my way to Nexus... the skies were getting dark and could see dark clouds gathering... just then i turned my head to the right and i saw something like this..
haha... without the moutains of cos... pls replace mountains with flats... hehe... ok tt's not the point.. the point is that this scene really comforts and warms my heart... i was reminded about God's faithfulness in my life... tt there are times in the midst of the dark clouds when things tend to become more and more gloomy... God is still there.. just like the sun tt shines through the clouds... even if sometimes the dark clouds may block the sun totally but that doesn't mean that the sun is not there... wow... and that's our God... He's always there... no matter wat... how cool is that??

hohoho... i'm like halfway thru my exams... gosh... the end of it is actually coming... haha... having mixed feelings now.. happy tt exams are gonna be over.. yet a bit wierd that i'm not gonna be an official student soon.. which means no more student meals?? haha... just being dumb lah... i'm a little excited entering a new phase of life... although dun really know what's gonna happen but somehow know that God's gonna see me thru... yes a little scared but oh well... cant imagine how much more afraid i would be without Jesus... all these may sound cliche.. but i know tt full well in my heart tt it is the truth... ok gotta go study le.. going airport to camp again.. next paper on monday... oh having headache now... as in really headache.. haha not because i need to go study tt's why headache... think after my shower i should feel better... haha... managerial econs.. here i come...

yay! 1 paper down! 3 more to go... hehe... that first paper was rather scary... still would like to thank God for showing me some topics that i needed to study and it came out... this paper is about International business.. so a lot of facts and examples... there were some things tt i couldnt remember... but God sent ppl to encourage me tt His wisdom and peace will be with me... which is wat i really needed... cos this is one of my most nervous papers.. haha... dunno why also... oh well.. glad that it's over.. now i can focus on other papers...
the YWAM we're now going thru the books of Samuel.... been reading 1st Samuel... can see that God is really faithful to the Israelites... and that He will remove whoever that does not obey His word... can see that Saul's attitude was not really right... and God spoke to him thru Samuel about his kingship will be given to another person.. which reminds me that as we follow God, our attitude is very important and that we cannot take God's instructions lightly... ooo looking forward to learning more stuff... hehe...

haha almost a month since my last entry... i shall not allow my blog to die... hehe... hmm exams are approaching.. it's my final exams before i graduate... gosh! i'm actually graduating... haha... gotta chiong studies in this whole month of may.. thank God for Zinc who always offers to send me her notes... she's really hardworking... the 1st 2 papers are quite close to each other... hopefully i'll be able to finish studying all that i set out to do.. think i'm getting paranoid.. keep thinking that i cant rem anything... but God nv fails to send people to help me out or to offer to study with me to keep me on track.. thanks to all who knows my needs and made effort to meet them.. really appreciate it... jia you to myself, Zinc and liyan!! haha...